Today I spent a few time intervals reconfiguring the space in which I explore my grid related findings. In fact, I have begun to compile all of the materials and equipment I use in my research so that they are ready to move. I have heard rumors that in the next few days it will no longer be accessible to me, and so I must be ready to jump to another grid region.
6.27.2008
6.25.2008
exhausting
My head pounds. Every waking moment I am overwhelmed by a sense of dread - how much work there is still left to do - I'm pushing the proverbial boulder up the mountain. It is a mountain of data never ending. The boulder is not round, instead is a spherical conglomeration of gridform attributes. I am endlessly buried and defeated.
6.24.2008
leaking
I've begun an extensive and troubling new endeavor. Having just returned from a region of the gridform that was once linked to a boundary, I was quickly put back to work. I wasn't even allowed to the opportunity to collect my thoughts. Instantly I was pushed into a situation that called for a regular and in depth investigation of a singular aspect of the gridform. Other individuals have been placed in my charge, each at varying levels of understanding. I must catch them all up and push them into an individual interpretation and exposition of how gridform can look and interact. I am at a loss. When I try to disconnect and step away, the electric twitch that runs down from my left knee to my ankle returns. It feels as though the data is slowly seeping from my ear. I shut my eyes and it all returns... but I only have an incomplete and partial understanding of what it is.
6.22.2008
Return II
The research expedition has been conducted. I have returned to my normal position within the gridform. I will compile data and disclose my findings within the next few days.
6.10.2008
leaving
The majority of the preparations have been made. In a few short days, I will be extracted from my current position. I will then move slowly to the South and East looking for a new boundary. If it is there, where I expect it to be, then this will give me more reason to believe that this gridform is more extensive than I once believed. It will give me proof that the gridform is constantly enfolding, adjusting, recalibrating, and looping.
Because of this research voyage, I will not communicate here for the next 12-14 days.
6.05.2008
travellin
I've begun preparations for the journey to the outer regions of the gridform. I do not expect them to be much different than the sector that I am currently involved with. My hopes are that I can compare the notes from these two areas that appear to be closest to the furthest reaches, nearest to boundaries and come away with some understanding of the basic shape.
I will be unable to communicate while on this exploration. I will post notes and conclusions upon my return.
6.03.2008
Somewhere
It came down the line that there was a position to the South and East, an outpost, near a boundary of the gridform. I have begun preparations to work may way into that sector.
I believe that where I am positioned currently is one such outpost, but there must be more. If there are more, I can take notes and compare how these boundaries operate. This other boundary may give a clearer view as to what is left on the outside of the gridform. I must go see for myself.
6.01.2008
generating views
Everything went away. There was nothing left... only one bright line moving horizontal and at some distance. I began moving towards it, but I am completely lost. My understanding of communication has dissolved. I have been left in an all but empty region of the gridform.